[sorethroat]

hey all. let's start off with a picture.

nice eh. lol.

anyways,getting on....

capoeira training has been fine i guess. aches here and there but its getting lesser with each training. i think i'm actually losing weight. haha! oh and there's something else....*looks around suspiciously*i think none of my training mates are here to read my blog. lol. wth am i saying my friends dont even read my blog. oh well whatever la eh. anyways,the thing us...*blushes like crazy* i have a crush on my instructor. *looks away embarrassed* uhm. i think his name is claud and his capoeira name is claudinho which means little claud. cute eh. ok fine i'm getting sick. ITS THOSE DARN HORMONES I TELL YOU!!! bleah. going along with his description.. he's brazilian around 30 years old and probably attached. tanned,only abit taller than me. short afro hair. stubble(ok i like guys with facial hair),thin lips and has a tummy. lol. from what i can see he has 2 tattoos one of the brazilian flag(patriotic) and another of a berimbau(instrument). he can't really speak english that well but heck he's cute. and yesterday another one of my capoeira mates(who's a guy) got a capoeira name. i dont really know what it is in portugese but in english it means pacifier which to me is obvious why though others dont see the humour in tit i mean it. lol. so yeah since he hasnt come up with a nickname for me he tried to think of one. and he was looking at me up and down which made me nervous obviously and i tried to act cool(turned out ah lian-like unfortunately). anyways,he looked at me with one eye closed and i swear i could have kissed him right there. he was so fucking cute!!!! bleah. i dont know how i managed to keep cool. anyways,he couldnt think of one and he said "slowly. we find nice name for you!" and the way he said it was like so sincere and enthusiastic and somehow felt warm,i believed him(eventhough laila's professor said she needed a more classy name and ended up with eskimo which i dont think is classy lol). oh and we have this sorta "unique" handshake for bantus capoeiristas before and after training as a greeting i suppose. its starts with sliding our hands together then clench it and sorta bang it with each others fist then its like the normal handshake(this part i love). anyways,i always look forward when he shakes my hand. his handshake is so firm u know like someone confident and strong whom u feel u can trust. it gives me tingles everytime! bleah. so far its been 3 weeks since we've been doing this handshake and its cool. last week was the second time and when he shook my hand before training and said hi. after training he teased me and the other girl and even teased us during the handshake. cute la that guy. and this week i was the only girl there cos the other girl didnt want to come which i must admit pissed me off. anyways,we did the handshake and he said hi and asked how i was while doing that. i said ok and he exclaimed "why ok?! tomorrow is holiday!" haha! i couldnt answer that there's going to be exams next week because i cleaned forgot. lol i'm hopeless. this week surprisingly i didnt kena much criticising for my mistakes. only that "stretch your legs more!" with that cute face. sigh. and then after training he almost walked past me(i was feeling disappointed!!!) but turned back(i was freaking happy!!) and did the handshake with us. then he said bye to me and i dont know if it was me but the last part of the handshake lasted longer than usual. its like he held on to my hand longer and naturally i did the same. i like his grip. so comforting,i feel safe. lol. then he went off to eat with edwin at fc4 apparently(i stalked them lol). SIGH!

and now i'm sick! i mean really sick with running nose and really bad sorethroat. bleah sucks. so the next 2 weeks will be exams week and there'll be no training until after that. i'm missing him already. shit. after exams is the holidays! which means trainings will be during the holidays. i dont know how it'll turn out during the fasting month though. i'm sure it'll be freaking tough on us muslims. anyways, batizado(initiation or baptism into capoeira) is coming up this october. edwin warned us its going to expensive and all and said if we can't afford it dont go. we'll be getting our first cordao if we go. which determines our rank. this event is held once a year and we'll get a new cordao if we are good enough. ah i dont know whether want to go ah i think i'm not good enough. maybe i'll go next year or what.

bleah anyways, i gtg now eh. bye and take care.