[cool]

i find this totally cool. i found out about this when my bloody digital electronics teacher decided to "tell us a story". hah. it turned out to be a great poem in my opinion anyways. so here ya go. enjoy. eh anyone got the songs she's the one-robbie williams,standing still-jewel,every heart-boa,sexy back-justin timberlake please send it to me. THANK YOU! oh and not forgetting the fact that i'm seriously deprived of pool! i need to go play pool asap man! so anyone please do me the favour of asking me out to play!

THE BEST POEM IN THE WORLD
(Submitted, not authored) by Joyce and Bob Braun
I was shocked, confused and bewildered
as I entered Heaven's door
Not by the beauty of it all,
or the lights or its decor.
But it was the folks in Heaven
who made me sputter and gasp--
the thieves, the liars, the sinners,
the alcoholics and the trash.
There stood the kid from seventh grade
who swiped my lunch money twice.
Next to him was my old neighbor
who never said anything nice.
Herb, who I always thought
was rotting away in hell,
was sitting pretty on cloud nine,
looking incredibly well.
I nudged God,
"What's the deal?I would love to hear Your take.
How'd all these sinners get up here?God must've made a mistake.
And why's everyone so quiet,so somber?
Give me a clue.
"Hush, child," said He
"They're all in shock.No one thought they'd see you."
Judge NOT.

[pictures]

i just thought i'd post some of marcell's pictures.this guy is hot la. too bad for me he's married.
=(( hee. oh and the lyrics for hanya memuji in which he sang with shanty. ok and maybe the video too. haha.

wokay now comes the lyrics.

Hanya memuji-Marcell Feat Shanty

Sejenak daku pun terpanah

Melihat dia di depanku

Dia menjerat hatiku

Menatapku, tajam
Di sini di dalam dadaku

Ada getar lubuk tak ku sebut

Dia menjerat hatiku

Menatapku tajam...

wooohhh
c/o

Kuakui, tubuhku melonglai

Sempatku memuji dalam hatiku

Jangan fikir aku kan mencinta

Ku hanya kagumi,

hanya memuji
Di sini di dalam dadaku

Ada getar lubuk tak ku sebut

Dia menjerat hatiku

Menatapku tajam
c/o
Di sini di dalam dadaku

Ada getar lubuk tak ku sebut

Dia menjerat hatiku

Menatapku tajam
Tuhan katakanlah

Diri ingin dipuji

Biar berteman saja

Biarkan...

the video quality abit sai so please bare with it. =D enjoy!

[marcellius]

Name:Marcellius Kirana Hamonangan Siahaan (he's Bataknese-Ambonese-Chinese)
Birthday:21 September 1977
Place of Birth:Bandung
Status: Married with 1 son
Son's name: Keenan Siddharta Avalokita(taken from tibet which in tibet means attentive)
Birth date of son:5th of August 2004
Wife's name:Dewi Lestari
Religion:Buddhist(formerly a catholic)
Occupation:Singer
Genre: mostly RnB(though he loves every genre of music)
Talents: Able to play the Drums

haha! as you can see i've done some research on him. haha. aiya. some interesting facts. though i didnt actually get the date on which he and dewi got married. sheesh. ooh and marcellius is a really awesome/stylo name. will find any way to try and name something after him. hee. and after this i found out that....9/10 of the guys i've had crushes on are MARRIED!!! omg! doesn't that suck big time or what?! somemore all so loyal to their spouses. damn i am super duper jealous and heartbroken.*sobs* laila says that maybe i prefer
mature guys. i guess thats a nice way to put it but its not really reassuring. aiya sad la ok.

anyways,xena dvd hasn't arrived yet so no news on that now.hopefully it arrives soon la. i really cannot take it. the jangan pernah berubah song is still circulating around my head. though the song is undoubtedly awesome,i need something to block it out. at least for an instance. haha.

ok so this week was E-learning week but i had no time to go and study. hah. now i just finished doing some last minute studying. today my mom held an open house celebration for hari raya and invited her ex-colleagues and colleagues. the whole family had to help out with the preparations. i needed to bake a new batch of cookies. wah i tell u. i solo sia. damn tiring. then after that i had to become the water-girl. sucks sia. i was wandering around the house most of the time. shit. then now need to do the maths equiz. lucky quite easy. got 10/10 on the first try. lucky huh. haha. rushed to do it tonight because the parents promised that we'll be going visiting the whole day tomorrow so yeah. looking forward to the visiting ah. this is only the second time we're going out. pathetic i know. sigh.

its 4.15 am now. speaking of time i read somewhere before,a magazine i think,which was interviewing joe augustine(another nice name) a radio dj. he says that djs who tells the listeners the time is not creative and is only saying that because he/she has no idea what to say next. haha. quite harsh i know. anyways,because of this i keep looking out for djs who tells the time. haha. yeah i've got too much time on my hands. NOT!

wow i realised i've posted lots of times this week. really an improvement from me. haha. progress so to speak. so there may be a drought of post in the coming week or so. haha. ya know all this obsession is actually keeping me from missing YOU. which is actually a nice feeling. but i know this too well. if i think about it too much i'll end up missing you again. now that feeling really sucks to the core. i'm not going to be the one who will always sms u that i'm missing u. i want u to do that. i wanna see how much u miss me and how long it actually takes for u to muss me. hah. i'm being like sadrina well actually ive done this lots of times before but i'm only stating it in words now. haha.

ok so i think i better go off now because its very very late and my eyelids are failing me. haha. cant blame them though. they deserve some rest. so i'll go off now since the song has also ended. right on time. haha. so long cruel world! take care people. good night.

*update: one-year senior university mate n a Bataknese as well, Dewi "Dee" Lestari Simangunsong (Dee) finally got married to Marcell on 12 September 2003, at Gereja Maranatha Jalan Ciliwung Bandung, West Java.Dee herself is an established author/ writer of numerous books, her popular book still the title called "Supernova".

[sorry but i had to!!!]

hahaha! i am here to post again! damn! i had to! ITS MARCELL'S VIDEO FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE!!! HAHA! here ya go. oh and the guy in the video is quite handsome too. hee.

[hmmn]

i've posted 2 entries today and this i promise will be the last one. haha. i'm suddenly in the mood la ok. haha. this is also going to be a short one.

you know i realised that nothing will pull on your heart strings more than a song from your own language. for me its a malay song and yes its "jangan pernah berubah" by marcell. this might sound weird but i think that song was trying to find me. its a long story. one i might not want to tell you guys about. so anyways, that song kept me thinking. its ricocheting in my head and it doesn't want to stop. its like a drug. i can't stop the urge of want to listen to it and watch the video. it keeps me awake in the middle of the night. if this sounds scary imagine going through it. mann... its just not like the other songs i've heard. the video is currently playing on youtube while i'm typing this entry.

anyways,jus cos its supposed to be a happy news and that the picture looks so good on my blog i will post another picture of nicky and his wife georgina here. haha. oh and i might put a picture of their wedding rings too just because i love nicky's wedding ring so much. damn i want it!! =D ok i will post it.

[-__-"!!]

ok i happened to be reading anisah's blog and apparently she wants me to do this thing. so since she's a long-time friend and all i'll be a good person and do it without complain. haha. as if.

1.Are you single, taken or crushing?
i am single. always been since i was born. and i'm crushing on lots of ppl right now,i think i'm nuts.

2.Are you happy with your life now?
Do i look like i'm happy with my life now when you read my blog?! seriously, i'm grateful but not happy. Happiness is when you make yourself happy cos no one can ever stay happy. I would like to be contented and not happy.(same as anisah but who cares)

3.When you meet the right person, will you fall in love with him/her fast?
yes... no... maybe... i dont know...

4. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes, lots of time.

5.Do you believe in some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
Of course not.

6.Would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
That depends on the circumstances. Highly likely that i won't take him back.

7.Have you ever talked about marriage with another before?
errr... no not exactly. haha. i'm too shy. seriously. =D

8.Do you want children?
If you're saying it now, no i don't.

9.How many?
to anisah this thing is asking how many children do you want. haha.
i dont want any right now.

11.If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?
Just tell it to me. I don't like suspense. I know you like me, just tell me!!!! At least i know someone in this world cares about me, other than my mum. haha. (its always easier to follow ppl's answers)

12.Do you enjoy getting into a relationship?
I've never been in a relationship my whole life..-_-

13.Be honest, what is the furthest thing you and your ex did?
I never did have an ex, so go figure

14.Do you believe in love at first sight?
You mean lust at first sight? lol. Heven't experienced it yet. someday i will and i'll get back to you.

15.Are you romantic?
hmm good question. i guess i'd like to think i am. haha.

16.Do you believe you can change someone?
Yes i think i can if i push them hard. ultimately, its the person's will.

17.Do you give in easily when you're fighting?
sigh. i have to admit that sometimes i do. most times it gets too frustrating,my self-confidence will disintegrate and i'll be at a loos for words. so i usually just give up.

18.Do you have feelings for someone right now?
Yes i have..

19.Have you ever wished you could have had someone but you messed it up?
yes but i've always had crushes on people that are impossible for me to have so yeah. pathetic i know but who cares.

20.Have you ever broken a heart?
errr... that one i'm not sure about. haha.

21.If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy/girl you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
I would let her have him unless he is with me, and suffer in painstaking silence.

22.Are you missing someone right now?
Yes.

[nicky to be a dad!!!!]

06 November 2006
Westlife's Nicky Byrne to be a dad

Nicky Byrne from Westlife and his wife, Taoiseach Bertie Ahern's eldest daughter Georgina, announced yesterday that they are expecting their first child.
A short statement issued yesterday said that the baby - who will be the first grandchild for Mr Ahern and his separated wife, Miriam Kelly - is due next summer.
The couple, who married three years ago, attended the Fianna Fáil Ard Fheis in Dublin over the weekend.

wow. way to go Nicky!! haha. oh well. i'm sure the baby would look awesome. they're a beautiful and loving couple. i wish i could have found my future partner that early and stay together for that long. sigh. guess that would never happen. anyways,i wish them all the best! I LOVE YOU NICKY! haha. =P

[marcell is super hot!!!]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nfZ718JAFuI

this is one of marcell's hits. it is truly an amazing song. the singer is amazing too(not to mention hot!!=Pp). its called jangan pernah berubah. yes its in malay/indonesian. so sorry to those who are unable to understand this language. but you are also welcome to listen to it if you want. to those who can understand malay/indonesian please take a moment to listen to this song and also watch the video. somehow i cant place the video here because the link is broken so there's only a link to youtube. anyways,i'll leave you guys with a picture of marcell and the lyrics to this song. ENJOY!

Jangan Pernah Berubah
Artist: Marcell

Masih ada perasaan yang tak menentu di hati

Bila ingat sorot matamu yang kurasa berbeda

Oh janganlah terjadi yang slalu kutakutkan

Beribu cara kan kutempuh

Oh cintaku kumau tetap kamu

Yang jadi kekasihku

Jangan pernah berubah

Slamanya kan kujaga dirimu

Seperti kapas putih di hatiku

Takkan kubuat noda

Pejamkanlah kedua matamu

Bayangkan aku disisimu

Oh janganlah terjadi yang slalu kutakutkan

Beribu cara kan kutempuh

Oh cintaku kumau tetap kamu

Yang jadi kekasihku

Jangan pernah berubah

Slamanya kan kujaga dirimu

Seperti kapas putih di hatiku

Takkan kubuat noda

Oh janganlah terjadi yang slalu kutakutkan

Beribu cara kan kutempuh

Oh cintaku kumau tetap kamu

Yang jadi kekasihku

Jangan pernah berubah

Slamanya kan kujaga dirimu

Seperti kapas putih di hatiku

Takkan kubuat noda

that being said i think i gotta crush on this guy. too bad he's a christian. *sobs and cries*

[new template]

well as it seems i've changed my blog template. the previous one which has nicky on it gave me some serious problems(darn what a waste!). anyways,i hope this one turns out okay. i almost burst my head trying to edit the template here and there. bleah.
been a long time since i updated huh. no excuses. i was lazy. oh well. at least i'm making the effort now. oh yeah my aunt signed me up for a new handphone line and we got a 6280 hp for $99. i think it should be cheap considering the actual selling price. so yeah i got a black one. okay la. but it feels fragile. like its gonna break apart real soon. i'm being very careful with it. haha. that probably wont last long. dad bought me a 1gb mmc. so cool right. yeah. i didnt really thank him. i wish i could just express it. ah i guess only sadrina would understand my situation right? sigh.
anyways,the bill for the dvd has arrived. it costs $290. but the bugger only shipped them out on friday. stupid fug. now i gotta wait another week for it. as if i haven't been waiting long enough. damn.
i guess things at school has been okay lately. only in the studies section though. there have been problems amongst the circle of friends or rather aquaintances at school. its sick. bleah. no point saying anything now. maybe when it gets worst? haha. damn i'm sadistic or something.
hmm. next week is e-learning week which means we have to study online by ourselves(read:independently). which also means theres no school that week. well except for the make up DE lesson on monday that is. hah. so i can finally get enough sleep unless some dumb bitch calls or sms me to go to school and study early in the fucking morning. sheesh. get a life man. anyways i got a feeling that exams are gonna be hard. i am super scared. though not scared enough to run off and study when i have the chance. haha.
i turned green with jealousy when i saw so many people going visiting just now. there were crowds of people wearing baju kurungs at the mrt station today. i was just shocked. my family haven't been out visiting since the first day or hari raya. i know. sad huh. nvm i'll keep on pestering them till they take us out. haha.
i guess this has been a long entry and its very late in the night now. so i'll end here. again,i will update when there's anything interesting to say. so long. and good night.