[dedication]

somehow i'm feeling emotional lately. i keep wanting to cry. bleah. this sucks. i think its because its that time of the month again. bugger. so anyways,i'm listening to this song my westlife. its called soledad. lovely song. the meaning of the words suddenly hit me. it reminds me so much of kevin smith. yeah i know. lately everything seems to remind me of him. its depressing.

i find this picture totally cute so i took it with my hp when i was watching the dvd. hahaa! god i love him. too bad... its too bad about alot of things.

anyways,i'd just like to dedicate this song(i'm just going to post the lyrics) to kevin smith. i love you. i wished you didnt have to die. you left too soon kev. now i'll nvr see you again. though i hope God listens to my prayer for you. i'll just have to keep telling my self that maybe i'll see you in heaven eventhough i know i wont. god this is just depressing. ok heres the lyrics.

Soledad

Westlife

If only you could see the tears in the world you left behind

If only you could heal my heart just one more time

Even when I close my eyes

There's an image of your face

And once again I come I'll realise

You're a loss I can't replace

Soledad

It's a keeping for the lonely

Since the day that you were gone

Why did you leave me

Soledad

In my heart you were the only

And your memory live on

Why did you leave me

Soledad

Walking down the streets of nothingville

Where our love was young and free

Can't believe just what an empty place

It has come to be

I would give my life away

If it could only be the same

Cause I can't still the voice inside of me

That is calling out your name

Soledad

It's a keeping for the lonely

Since the day that you were gone

Why did you leave me

Soledad

In my heart you were the only

And your memory lives on

Why did you leave me

Soledad

Time will never change the things you told me

After all we're meant to be love will bring us back to you and me

If only you could see

Soledad

It's a keeping for the lonely

Since the day that you were gone

Why did you leave me

Soledad

In my heart you were the only

And your memory live on

Why did you leave me

Soledad