[happy birthday]
this entry was typed on the 19th of january.
well well finally i get the time to update. as u all might notice the internet connections have been shitty lately thanks to the earthquake or whatever that happened in taiwan. plus i havent got the time nor privacy to type a decent entry. in my opinion if i type an entry it has to be good. no point typing something crappy.
sorry for being grumpy. i think its the pms. haha. bleah. so school has been okay with lots and lots of taiti. wahaha. been playing so much until i dont even know if i know how to play it. haha. and then theres the many many projects and the many many exams and tests. sigh. i think i'm at the verge of failing and repeating a module. its that blasted IDEAs module. fuck it man. anyways,the crush...damn man. forget the time when i said that it will wear off soon. its here to stay man. well at least until the holidays. its not wearing off. he isnt making it easier and seeing him every thursday doesnt make it any easier either. shit. my life is hell right now. his face is like carved into my bloody brain. bleah. daffodil aka sui xian hua has been a listening ear to my dilemma here. haha. thanks dude. do drop by and tag some time. actually ive got some really really juicy stuff to tell here but i'm afraid that there are some people who i dont really want to tell this reading my blog. the urge to just heck and tell is very great but saving my face from humiliation seems to be winning. hahaha. maybe i'll tell it some other time? ;D anyways,apparently he is doing his degree(or was it masters) and he said that he will be getting it in 2 months. when my classmate asked whether he will continue teaching in SP after that he told us he wont and will instead be teaching in a university. sian or what. that means next week is the last lesson of crs and after that i might never see him again. oh god. maybe its for the best. maybe then i'll get over him. maybe then this bloddy obession will end. dont worry i have already realised that i will never have him either. god is fair. and one more thing...why does he have to be THAT old?! omg. i cant believe it man. sigh. my love life sucks. oh wait it doesnt even exist. hah. speaking of crushes,i think at this rate i'll nvr fall in love. haha. i'm always having crushes but i nvr know when it is real love. what is love? i dont know. not to mention the crushes i have are always on people that i know i'll nvr get in my entire life. go figure. guess i'll be an old maid then. join the club. haha.
on a happier note,my dvds have finally arrived!!! just when i almost gave up on it ever arriving here. i am over the moon man. 6 seasons to watch. cant wait cant wait. and i'm thinking of buying the complete first season of prison break man. i love the show. and that wentworth miller seems to look hotter on each episode. shit there it goes again. oh and in less than two hours it my big day. yeap. its the big 18. damn i'm old. driving licence here i come. haha. anyways,after school i bumped into the uncle from the cafe at school he told me that the girls were off to orchard to get a present which brightened up my day. and he topped it off with a happy birthday wish for me. aww. that really made my day. i was smiling like an idiot all the way to the mrt station. haha. but what would REALLY have made my day was if he gave me a birthday wish. but that will never happen. he doesnt know my birth date. tough luck. anyways,the icing on the cake was(i think) when my aunt took us out to dinner at pizza heart. didnt have the appetite to eat though. been having stomache upsets since yesterday. so yeah that basically sums up my day.
i got myself a ring the other day. people who really know me would surely know that i am bonkers over rings. seriously. anyways,i bought it from the temp shop outside White Sands. pathetic. it cost me 5 bloody dollars though. and it turned out that it was too big and its short of the curvy ring. i dont really fancy that kind. i prefer the squarish ones. argh u'll have to see to understand what i mean. but the ring looks nice though. bleah. i asked my cousin to buy me the exact same ring, that she has, for my birthday because i think that hers suits me better and the type and colour suits my taste. haha. whatever.
well the clock is ticking now. 1 1/2 hour till midnight. lets wait and see who will wish me. haha. maybe i should just wait till tomorrow or something. sigh. oh and i think monday will be an exciting day because....hahaha. i cant say. hee. ok i hope thats enough to make up for the lack of updates. haha. good night and take care.
well well finally i get the time to update. as u all might notice the internet connections have been shitty lately thanks to the earthquake or whatever that happened in taiwan. plus i havent got the time nor privacy to type a decent entry. in my opinion if i type an entry it has to be good. no point typing something crappy.
sorry for being grumpy. i think its the pms. haha. bleah. so school has been okay with lots and lots of taiti. wahaha. been playing so much until i dont even know if i know how to play it. haha. and then theres the many many projects and the many many exams and tests. sigh. i think i'm at the verge of failing and repeating a module. its that blasted IDEAs module. fuck it man. anyways,the crush...damn man. forget the time when i said that it will wear off soon. its here to stay man. well at least until the holidays. its not wearing off. he isnt making it easier and seeing him every thursday doesnt make it any easier either. shit. my life is hell right now. his face is like carved into my bloody brain. bleah. daffodil aka sui xian hua has been a listening ear to my dilemma here. haha. thanks dude. do drop by and tag some time. actually ive got some really really juicy stuff to tell here but i'm afraid that there are some people who i dont really want to tell this reading my blog. the urge to just heck and tell is very great but saving my face from humiliation seems to be winning. hahaha. maybe i'll tell it some other time? ;D anyways,apparently he is doing his degree(or was it masters) and he said that he will be getting it in 2 months. when my classmate asked whether he will continue teaching in SP after that he told us he wont and will instead be teaching in a university. sian or what. that means next week is the last lesson of crs and after that i might never see him again. oh god. maybe its for the best. maybe then i'll get over him. maybe then this bloddy obession will end. dont worry i have already realised that i will never have him either. god is fair. and one more thing...why does he have to be THAT old?! omg. i cant believe it man. sigh. my love life sucks. oh wait it doesnt even exist. hah. speaking of crushes,i think at this rate i'll nvr fall in love. haha. i'm always having crushes but i nvr know when it is real love. what is love? i dont know. not to mention the crushes i have are always on people that i know i'll nvr get in my entire life. go figure. guess i'll be an old maid then. join the club. haha.
on a happier note,my dvds have finally arrived!!! just when i almost gave up on it ever arriving here. i am over the moon man. 6 seasons to watch. cant wait cant wait. and i'm thinking of buying the complete first season of prison break man. i love the show. and that wentworth miller seems to look hotter on each episode. shit there it goes again. oh and in less than two hours it my big day. yeap. its the big 18. damn i'm old. driving licence here i come. haha. anyways,after school i bumped into the uncle from the cafe at school he told me that the girls were off to orchard to get a present which brightened up my day. and he topped it off with a happy birthday wish for me. aww. that really made my day. i was smiling like an idiot all the way to the mrt station. haha. but what would REALLY have made my day was if he gave me a birthday wish. but that will never happen. he doesnt know my birth date. tough luck. anyways,the icing on the cake was(i think) when my aunt took us out to dinner at pizza heart. didnt have the appetite to eat though. been having stomache upsets since yesterday. so yeah that basically sums up my day.
i got myself a ring the other day. people who really know me would surely know that i am bonkers over rings. seriously. anyways,i bought it from the temp shop outside White Sands. pathetic. it cost me 5 bloody dollars though. and it turned out that it was too big and its short of the curvy ring. i dont really fancy that kind. i prefer the squarish ones. argh u'll have to see to understand what i mean. but the ring looks nice though. bleah. i asked my cousin to buy me the exact same ring, that she has, for my birthday because i think that hers suits me better and the type and colour suits my taste. haha. whatever.
well the clock is ticking now. 1 1/2 hour till midnight. lets wait and see who will wish me. haha. maybe i should just wait till tomorrow or something. sigh. oh and i think monday will be an exciting day because....hahaha. i cant say. hee. ok i hope thats enough to make up for the lack of updates. haha. good night and take care.
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