[back frfom kuantan]

haha! Shia LeBeouf is hot. ok cute. aiya i dont know la. i loved him on holes. after i watched holes i wondered why he never starred in any other movies. boy i was wrong. he was in the robot movie with will smith,he was in disturbia,he voices the penguin on the surf's up animated movie and now he's on transformers. woo this guy is busy or what. sheesh.

anyways,i just got back from my holiday in kuantan. nothing interesting happened except maybe the fact that i saw mr amran(from lps) in kuantan staying in hyatt hotel too which is weird cause i didnt think anyone goes there. small world eh . i think i'm sunburnt from too much swimming and fat from too much eating. whats new. so capoeira is confirmed to be starting on the 4th of july which is a wednesday on the week after the Mid Semester Test. sucks. 5 papers. i bet its going to be hell. GOD help me. oh yeah i lost my dcs book in school. somehow the books got mixed up and i ended up bringing home jireh's book. but the dumbest thing is i didnt get my book back. some asshole who took it didnt give it back to me. nb.

my friend once said that a blog entry is more interesting when pictures are added. i find that i agree with her and as u can see i've been trying to add pictures to all of my entries. it adds something to the entry to make it more interesting and make people want to read it. well thats what i think anyway. so i managed to watch shrek 3 in kuantan. its a super funny show. i loved it. the songs were nice too maybe since i'm into oldies. haha! i want to watch ocean's 13 and spiderman 3 and fantastic 4:the rise of the silver surfer. but most of all i want to watch transformers. as i've mentioned above,it stars shia lebeouf. but thats not the main reason i want to watch it. i mean have to guys seen the trailer? holy crap. if that doesnt make u want to say "damn i'm going to watch that movie", i dont know what to say.

haha. basically i'm just rattling random things that flow into my mind so its kinda mixed up. but who cares. u guys probably get my drift anyways. so i guess i'll end here. take care and happy holidays.

[the heart of the matter]

those who know me knows that i'm a big fan of the Eagles. so i've heard this song plenty of times before. but somehow i feel a need to listen to it again and again recently. i dont know why. love the song,love the lyrics,love the singer. u guys should listen to it when u have the time.

The Heart of the Matter Lyrics
Artist(Band):Don Henley

I got the call today
That I didn't wanna hear
But I knew that it would come
An old, true friend of ours was talkin' on the phone
She said you'd found someone
And I thought of all the bad luck,and the struggles we went through
And how I lost me and you lost you
What are these voices outside love's open door
Make us throw off our contentment and beg for something more?
I'm learning to live without you now
But I miss you sometimes
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I knew, I'm learning again
I've been tryin' to get down
to the heart of the matter
But my will gets weak
and my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it's about...forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore
Ah...these times are so uncertain
There's a yearning undefined
and people filled with rage
We all need a little tenderness
How can love survive in such a graceless age?
Ah...the trust and self-assurance that lead to happiness
They're the very things - we kill I guess...
Ohh pride and competition
cannot fill these empty arms
And the work I put between us
you know it doesn't keep me warm
I'm learning to live without you now
But I miss you, baby
And the more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I'd figured out
I have to learn again
I've been trying to get down
to the heart of the matter
But everything changes
and my friends seem to scatter
But I think it's about...forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if, you don't love me anymore
There are people in your life who've come and gone
They let you down, you know they hurt your pride
You better put it all behind you baby; cause' life goes on
If you keep carryin' that anger, it'll eat you up inside, baby
I've been trying to get down
to the heart of the matter
But my will gets weak
and my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me
I've been tryin' to get down
to the heart of the matter
Because the flesh will get weak
and the ashes will scatter
So I'm thinkin' about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if, you don't love me...
Forgiveness (yeah)
Forgiveness (baby)
Forgiveness (ohh)
Forgiveness (ahh yeaaahhh)
Forgiveness (ohh)
Forgiveness
Even if, you don't love me anymore...