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wtf. ok i was expecting the question but somehow it seemed unexpected. haha. oh well. i think i answered it with grace and humility. i am not going to be disclosing the person who asked the qn or even the qn due to uhm... i dont know. lol. anyways, i am bored and i'm supposed to be doing some research on my fyp but knowing me, i'm typing this entry, mulling over what i answered just now and trying to get myself to do the research. sigh. hopefully the group members wont be angry with me.

the relatives from brunei just went back home yesterday after a 10-day stay in singapore. we dont see them much. but its a total crack up when we do. Cik Ara is a twin of Wak Ila which is cool i think. they look like clones. haha. but wak ila is more strict and doesnt really have a sense of humor. Cik ara loves to laugh and she's really bubbly despite living in boring and backward brunei. actually cik ara has a similar personality as Cik Ana who's also really bubbly and loves to laugh. cik zain who is cik ara's husband is a really boring guy, soft spoken and a loner. lol. i'm fucking bad. oh well. their daughter is ok i guess. we're both really shy people so we dont talk much to each other. but when janna is added into the conversation, everything is ok. haha. oh janna is cik ana's daughter. haha. oh well i hope they come back soon so we can go for more picnics! haha.

^^ those are pictures of the psp game me and my bros are into right now. its called monster hunter freedom 2. its a cool game. you guys should try it some time.

anyways,this is such a sweet poem. have a read. so i'll end here for tonight. i think i kinda managed to dump some information into an email and sent it to the leader. lol. i hope it suffices.

TO MY CHILD

Just for this morning,

I am going to smile

when I see your face

and laugh

when I feel like crying.

Just for this morning,

I will let you choose what you want to wear,

and smile and say how perfect it is.

Just for this morning,

I am going to step over the laundry

and pick you up and take you to

the park to play.

Just for this morning,

I will leave the dishes in the sink,

and let you teach me how to put

that puzzle of yours together.

Just for this afternoon,

I will unplug the telephone

and keep the computer off, and sit with

you in the backyard and blow bubbles.

Just for this afternoon,

I will not yell once,

not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck,

and I will buy you one

if he comes by.

Just for this afternoon,

I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up,

or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned.

Just for this afternoon,

I will let you help me bake cookies,

and I won't stand over you trying to fix them.

Just for this afternoon,

I will take us to McDonald's and buy us both a Happy Meal so you can have both toys.

Just for this evening,

I will hold you in my arms and tell you a story about how you were born

and how much I love you.

Just for this evening,

I will let you splash in the tub and not get angry.

Just for this evening, I will let you stay up late

while we sit on the porch

and count all the stars.

Just for this evening,

I will snuggle beside you for hours,

and miss my favourite TV shows.

Just for this evening

when I run my finger through your hair as you pray,

I will simply be grateful that God has given me the greatest gift ever given.

I will think about the mothers and fathers who are searching for their missing children,

the mothers and fathers who are visiting their children's graves instead of their bedrooms.

The mothers and fathers who are in hospital rooms

watching their children suffer senselessly and screaming inside that little body

And when I kiss you goodnight

I will hold you a little tighter, a little longer.

It is then,

that I will thank God for you, and ask him for nothing, except one more day..............