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alright. wednesday is officially my last paper in poly. haha! hope it goes well. or rather, hope i can answer the questions enough to pass or whatever. after that aka 11.10am we're free! or maybe not since the fyp isn't settled yet. bleah. what a drag. have to start studying tomorrow.

anyways, i've been having weird dreams lately. loads of dreams and thoughts about ihminen the past few weeks which is frankly, driving me nuts. stupid sia. oh well. yesterday, after reading rahayu's comment about cikgu zareen, i dreamt of him. hahahahaa! freaking weird i tell you. oh and i saw the iskandar guy from primary school on facebook. i must say he looks good. he was abit errr.... gayish last time. anyways, from his display picture, i found out that he has a goatee now. which makes him look... well attractive. hahaa! okok i'm revealing too much.

moving along, i watched "he's just not that into you" the other day. i must admit that it was alright. i was basically drooling when i saw bradley cooper aka ben. omg he is so freaking hot eventhough his character turned out to be a cheater. oh well. he's hot. not going to spoil the show further by blogging about it here.

yesterday...! i scratched my.... ! OMG I WAS TOTALLY FREAKED! i ended up being depressed for a few hours. And then i started being normal again after going for prayer at Masjid Sultan. i don't understand why some of the makciks have to look down on us non-tudung wearing people. i mean isn't the bottomline "we actually pray"? sheesh. whatever.

i'm still up at 1am now doing this and refreshing my facebook page. my tv is on at an over-the-top volume which is clearly inappropriate at this hour. some show about F1 is on at the moment. i realised lewis hamilton doesn't have an English accent. he sounds American actually. haha. oh and heikki kovalainen is quite cute seh. lol. that said, i'm still a FERRARI and KIMI RAIKKONEN fan. GO ICEMAN! hee.

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Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

- Neil Gaiman

ok i totally kopped this from Fit's blog. but i doubt she'll ever know. haha! anyways, thanks Fit!