[heya!]

hey hey.. I'm here. I promised I'd be back didn't I? *pinches cheeks* LOL! I feel psychotic. I wish I could access you through my blackberry. Things would be so much easier then.

anyways, i was needy last night. I half accompanied mom while she was ironing the tonnes of clothes in my room. half because i was basically sprawled on my bed, ready to sleep. *guilty* yeah so my mom was there while I was imagining straddling you, dry humping you. God.. Your weapon felt so good against me. I imagined you touching me there.. and I shiver from the anticipation. In my insanity, I could almost feel you touching me. Wow I'm getting wet all over again. SHIT! I have wuduk. BRB I'LL BE BACK IN 5 MINUTES!

okay i'm back. bad news.. i sobered up. HAHA! no worries. i get horny easy. *shrugs* ahh but i guess nothings turning me on right now. hmmm.

oh I had a counseling session with amira just now. HAHA! we're always doing this. i remember almost crying when we had one of our talks over coffee. i always tried avoiding these talks last time. i don't like crying infront of my friends/family. i hope to be able to have a boyfriend for a shoulder to cry on in the future. Anyways, she went first. Apparently she's embroiled in a scandal-like situation. Discussed a little and gave her my 2 cents. It was cool. Then it came to me. I was embarrassed, i'm not even gonna lie., to tell her. I thought Amira said "guy shld be lucky cos ko rilek n tk kuar sgt n tk melekat sgt". Me thinks she kinda knows me well. Or rather, maybe knows what to say to make me feel good. Whatever it is, it did make me feel good.

Sorry.. Suddenly got distracted by a series of really nice kpop songs. LOL! Sorry. Short attention span here. New digs, Wonder Girls - This Time, SM the Ballad - Miss You, and KARA - Magic. LOL! Oh and I'm planning to get these from http://community.livejournal.com/weheartkorea/17096.html#cutid1 for myself, for my birthday. ^^ expensive, i know. and mom would probably kill me, but worth it don't you think? GD's fashion choices never fails. HAHAHA! Kidding. GDragon, Jiyong, Jiyong Oppa (if you really die die want me to call you that), you rock my world you know that? Love you and all your shoes! KEKE! Anyways, I'm still waiting for @kpopaddictions to tell me about their price. I've given them (myself) till tomorrow to confirm whether I want to order from here or from @weheartkorea_lj.



GD & Top Sweatsuit - Material: Velour
Price: SGD180 (One set) | SGD120 (Just the hoodie)
Pre-order closes 12 Jan 2011, 7PM
Ordering Instructions | Terms & Conditions

oh and i'd kill to know what shoes TOP is wearing here! I asked everywhere, well everywhere i knew, but nobody answered. *cries*
also.. here. according to the site, this model is sold out. *Cries*

AND..... The one he's wearing here! I think they're sold out too. Not to mention the one he's holding but that one is out of the question since they're limited edition. The pink ones are sold out as well. *sits and bawls eyes out*

okay sorry for babbling nonsense. it seems i've been holding out on you huh babe? I'm currently in the process of collecting money to buy all that I want to buy. I'm failing miserably as you can well see. HAHA! oh! OH! i have a fungus growing on my... *SHIT TURN IT UP CAME UP ON SEOULFM! FUCK!* ... foot. or rather, my sole. it kinda hurts to walk or when i step on that part. Ugh.

I'll go off now but I'll be back okay? Enjoy the food. HAHA! I'll hopefully post another extremely long post, soon. See you soon.