[give me everything tonight]

tell what it is.. when my heart feels like its dying inside every time sarah tells me that both of you are going for a walk/out to chill? when all i wanna do is brush it off and not care. when i finally realise that you will always be her friend and not mine.

i miss those times when i was in love with my friend, a person I chose first. sigh. whatever. in too deep to escape now. knew this was gonna happen since yesterday was a too-good-to-be-true day. in the words of someone "if something is too good to be true, it probably is".

feeling so down in the dumps right now. but i should probably be used to it by now. period isn't helping. whatever. accommodation in seoul bailed on us. had to find new accommodation last minute. stress ah. seoul probably won't be as relaxing as i hoped. bracing myself for the worse.


i need a vacation. i need sleep.