[yoyo rocks and so does steve brown!!]

heya. today i am even happier than previously. haha! went to Takashimaya today to see the performance for the F.A.S.T yoyo promo. it was okay i guess. alot of kids there. the team was successful today. hmm. anyways,Steve Brown, Yo-hans and Ben Mcphee were there too. Yo-hans looked fat and childish. to me at least. but he looks like a nice guy. he probably saw me and ashley yoyoing and asked why we didnt help them promote the yoyo too. hah. the kids were impressed too. haha! okok. i'll stop bragging. i suck in yoyoing but what i know is enough to impress beginners. haha!
ok here's the best part. when me and ashley reached takashimaya basement 2,we stood somewhere near the stage. we saw Steve and the rest. well, Steve saw us and actually waved at us(he saw me first). i find it cool that he still recognises us after all this time. hahaha! okok. i'm crazed. we waved back naturally. hehe. oh Steve and the rest were great-their performances that is. especially Steve. heh.
so anyways,the day was cool. got back into yoyo action. found a yoyoer who is also in SP. yeah! haha. tried out the F.A.S.T yoyo. i cant say anything here cos it might cause turmoil. haha! ashley has got some cool new yoyos and she showed me. they all look like the Zombie
yoyo i bought awhile back.
plus,i've finally decided to get a Yoyojam Speedmaker yoyo . its probably gonna cost a good $30++. but i think it is worth it. oh and the nerdy guy(i dont know his name) is generous enough to GIVE me his Duncan Throw Monkey and Freehand 2. cool huh? they cost $30+ each. hmm. i am lucky today. got home and tried out the yoyos. damn nice and smooth. need to brush up on my yoyoing skills. its gotten rusty over the months that i haven't played.
i guess i realise now that yoyoing is something-a hobby you might call it-that i keep coming back to. not like those things i used to fuss over. i mean i love yoyoing. its like even if sometimes i get tired of it. but i somehow get pulled back into it. its like i relive the love of yoyoing again. ah i dont know how to explain it in words. so i'll end here.
good bye people. be happy!

[i am happy!!!]

woohoo! i am very happy today.no insults,bad news,the-feeling-of-missing-someone can ever dampen this happiness i have today. hahaha! well,Steve Brown(!!!) is in singapore now. i hope he will stay till after the Singapore YoYo Championships. haha! i miss his antics and of course his amazing,awesome,too-good-to-be-true yoyo tricks. go on. laugh at me. yes i play yoyo and i am proud to say it. hmph. got problem? come find me ah. hah! and i cant wait for SYYC. i dont know why. oh well,i am just happy. hehehe.
anyways,i dragged liyana and fazli to tampines mall today for some reason. and that reason wasnt there. but we met zarifah. haha! insulting la seh. i know la you dont like yoyos and yoyoing but you dont have to insult until like that right. sheesh. LEMAU. haha! then we met gema,my yoyoing friend from spinworkx. he was promoting the F.A.S.T yoyo. he's a skilled player. skilled enough to amaze the people at tampines mall anyways. haha! seriously,he's good. i asked him to pass extra free F.A.S.T yoyos to me. haha!
hmm. my shoulders are aching like mad today. heavy bag and not to mention embarrassing toobox. haha. the things i do for school. sheesh. after that went to eat at Long John Silvers. crap food. haha! woops. then met my mom and went grocery shopping for awhile. after that we headed home.
so thats all i wanted to say. i feel too happy today. maybe all those depression modes before were just to get me ready for this day. haha! either that or its the hormones. hee. being happy is nice. i wish it could last forever. but thats not possible right? yeah,depressing i know. oh by the way,i still hate you. ok so thats all for now. see ya again soon. good night.

[argh!!!]

what did i do to deserve this....
do you know how much it hurts to be missing you....
i hate you.
dont talk to me.
hmph!







i miss you so freaking much.argh!

[sick of being nice]

you know how people will take advantage of you when you are that type of person who's nice to people. well,not to be boastful or whatever fuck you might call me,i happen to be that fucked up nice person. and yes people take advantage of me. pffff. i cannot take it anymore la. everywhere i go people will take advantage of me. why the fuck am i so nice to people. why cant i just be a bad-ass or something. sheesh.
well,the story goes like this. theres these classmates of mine(i shall not disclose their identities). i always hang out with them and all that shit. they've been okay until now. we've been eating at this vietnamese cafe at SP. the place is abit squeezy. just now they purposely chose those seats that makes it difficult for them to get out and buy food. and so i have to sit at the place thats easy to buy food. so we've eaten our food and we're not full yet. so they wanted to order cake and chicken pie. then they pointed to me the fact that since i'm sitting at a seat thats easier to get out and buy food,i should be the one to buy the cake and whatever. i was furious as this was not the first time they did this. i refused to move from my seat until they decided to come with me. but once we got into line,they left me. FUCKERS! i was undoubtedly mad. i didnt speak to them much till the end of the day. they still had the cheek to ask me why i look so angry and sad. i couldnt give a shit. i just kept quiet. if it weren't for the fact that they're so good in math and they're the only girls in my class,i would not have hung out with them. please la. i got better people to hang out with. sheesh. i am pissed.
anyways, i am also shocked by the fact that steve brown has left duncan. but it is for the best now. oh well. no matter what STEVE BROWN ROCKS MY WORLD!!! haha!
now i got to go watch fantastic four with my brothers. bye.

[say goodbye]

i am basically very very hooked on this song called 'say goodbye' by s club. i dont care if people might say that its old school or whatever. i love it nonetheless. heh. but the thing is i dont have the song and i'm always having to go to youtube.com to search for the video just to listen to the song. very troublesome. so any friends who happen to have the song please,please,please can you guys send it to me? thank you!!!
anyways,so this week we had lab test for structured programming which is basically C++ programming. very fast right? i know. but i think i did okay since my program worked and i scored 40/40 for launching of program. ahahaha! damn cool.
oh and yesterday liyana,fazli and me went to New Generation to buy some stuff for ourself. well,actually fazli wanted to buy stuff for the three of us. i dont know la he's too rich i think. haha! so we all bought the same two stuff. a double dog tag and a bracelet like those thick chains,all engraved with our names. damn nice. but i think maybe i should have engraved "Nurulashikin" instead of "shikin". hmm. oh well. its still nice though. we plan to wear the bracelet to school everyday. hahah! ok now all i need is for someone to buy me a friendship ring. and i'll be a happy girl. hahah!
anyways, this entry is long enough already so i guess i'd better go. i've got floorball training tomorrow and i'm freaking tired out. sheesh. goodbye. hehe.

[hello]

i've got alot to say actually but i dont have enough time. sorry.
anyways,i just wanted to say this.


I AM A SICK FREAK!!! HATE ME!!!

oh and by the way,i broke my highest score for bowling. its 142 now. cool huh? i think so. well,i gtg now. i think i got diarrhea or something. damn. ok bye bye.

[i miss you]

its been quite awhile since i've updated this blog of mine. well,as i've said before there was the pool club interaction camp and then there's school and bowling sessions with liyana and fazli. so after all those activities i'm basically worn out and will fall asleep earlier. not that i'm not totally worn out now though. i am. just that i felt i needed to update so that people,my friends who are need to know about my well-being basically, know what i'm up to and how i'm doing.
so anyways,the camp was okay. we went for the night walk around the campus. many haunted places in SP i have to say. didnt see any 'other' things apart from the GLs scaring us. didnt get to sleep till 7am on Sunday. super duper tired. i hate camps seriously. i dont know why i even went to that one but i guess its because i wanted to join the pool club. its not confirmed whether i'm in the club or not. we still have to wait for a call from them. no calls so far. one more thing. i wish i never have to remind myself why i hate camps again.
went bowling twice this week. managed to break the previous highest score but still got trashed my liyana's black magic and fazli's skills. i'm gonna have to try harder to win them. sheesh. thats no easy task. so due to these bowling sessions,got home late. very,very tired. the journey to school is spent sleeping. thank god for vesak day. by the end of today i was extremely frustrated and depressed. those two jokers fortunately cheered me up abit.
i would like to add that i really,really,really miss my secondary school friends. so much that it saddens me everytime i dont get to spend time with you guys. i'm sorry.
well,tomorrow is vesak day. which means its a holiday. i feel like playing pool. any friends up for a game? hehe. alright i've got to go now. bye.

[unbelievable]

i am addicted to the song unbelievable by craig david. its basically on repeat. haha! damn nice la. so anyways nothing much happened today. so i'll blog about yesterday. after school met up with liyana and fazli. AGAIN. hah. then went bowling. now my highest score is 96!!! liyana's is 103. action. nvm liyana you owe me a rematch okay!!! that last game was purely just to end the game before 5.30. hmph!
well,i just hope i get well before my camp on friday. i know i know you might ask "pool also got camp ah?". yesss got camp and its a bonding camp la okay. sheesh. its gonna last till sunday afternoon. so dont miss me people. ahahah! ok i'm crapping. i guess i'll end here. good night and good bye.

[may day]

well,today is labour day. which means its a holiday! woohoo! yeah man. mom,my two bros and i went to DTE for the may day carnival. not bad. met up with cik waidah and her son Iman. such a cute boy. went to the D'Marquee and watched some of the performances there. a columbian band was performing. cool songs and awesome dance moves. haha! then had lunch. went back to the D'Marquee and watched more performances. me and zul(one of my bros) went to the arcade. looked around. i went to look at funkyballs and found out that they have increased the price from $4 per hour to $6!! GASP! so ex! now i gotta find a cheaper place to play pool. sheesh. so after wandering around aimlessly,we went back to the D'marquee. khairul anwar from anugerah was performing. lots of girls were there. then there was a performance by a trio, Archie,Daisy and Franky. they were awesome! they belted out some popular tracks which we sang along to. after their performance i had to go home since i got ngaji. anyhows,its been a good day. i just hope tomorrow will be better and i will get better. having flu sucks. guess i'll end here. bye.