[sympathy please!]
ok i have come to realise that i need sympathy from others. for heavens sake just notice my presence man. i mean,i'm like the last one everyone notices. am i like invisible or something? i cant be cos im obviously freaking fat and large so anyone can see me. oh well. its just my luck i guess. afterall, ive been through this shit for the past 10 years or more of my life. whats another 10 right? damn it. nevermind. patience is a virtue.
and i am seriously hating school right now. the people in my class totally suck. i think im starting to see glimpses of the real world now. how people act. its not like last time anymore. last time was like i dont have time to do this or i dont know how to do this and friends will be more than willing to lend you a hand. but now haha now its all crap. people will totally roast you when you ask them for help. they wont even let you see their paper for reference for fucks sake. when i ask them whether i can see their paper they'll go,go do yourself la. and only just now i faced another asshole. he's smart i admit. but dont act big can? we're supposed to do a program and email the answer to the teacher. i dont know how the fuck to do that bloody question. so i asked him for the answer lor. it took a good 10 minutes to convince him to give it to me. and he even said "i send u but u dont email the teacher". i mean what the fuck! got to hell la bastard. think ur work so good isit?! god damn it. god i cant stand it. i know i'm a stupid girl from a stupid,never been heard before school la. but no need to act so good right. knn. i think i seriously need to study harder just to get through this shit hole. i dont think i can make it through otherwise.
anyways,me and fazli had to wait for liyana and amalina while they went for the changi ambassador crap. so much for 1/2 hour ey liyana. well me and fazli drifted off to dreamland in the cafe which we were chased out of a few minutes later. haha! sad man. we were hungry,tired and bored. not a good combination. me and fazli finally saw ayee or whatever his name is up close. not bad looking la. hah. and fazli remember that promise ok. dont go shooting ur bloody mouth around. sheesh.
well tmr is bowling day. hopefully its going to be great. and i also hope that tmr is a better day. i need some loving. wahaha! kidding. i just need a hug. sigh. alright. i guess i'll end here. thanks for listening(???) to my rantings. take care.
and i am seriously hating school right now. the people in my class totally suck. i think im starting to see glimpses of the real world now. how people act. its not like last time anymore. last time was like i dont have time to do this or i dont know how to do this and friends will be more than willing to lend you a hand. but now haha now its all crap. people will totally roast you when you ask them for help. they wont even let you see their paper for reference for fucks sake. when i ask them whether i can see their paper they'll go,go do yourself la. and only just now i faced another asshole. he's smart i admit. but dont act big can? we're supposed to do a program and email the answer to the teacher. i dont know how the fuck to do that bloody question. so i asked him for the answer lor. it took a good 10 minutes to convince him to give it to me. and he even said "i send u but u dont email the teacher". i mean what the fuck! got to hell la bastard. think ur work so good isit?! god damn it. god i cant stand it. i know i'm a stupid girl from a stupid,never been heard before school la. but no need to act so good right. knn. i think i seriously need to study harder just to get through this shit hole. i dont think i can make it through otherwise.
anyways,me and fazli had to wait for liyana and amalina while they went for the changi ambassador crap. so much for 1/2 hour ey liyana. well me and fazli drifted off to dreamland in the cafe which we were chased out of a few minutes later. haha! sad man. we were hungry,tired and bored. not a good combination. me and fazli finally saw ayee or whatever his name is up close. not bad looking la. hah. and fazli remember that promise ok. dont go shooting ur bloody mouth around. sheesh.
well tmr is bowling day. hopefully its going to be great. and i also hope that tmr is a better day. i need some loving. wahaha! kidding. i just need a hug. sigh. alright. i guess i'll end here. thanks for listening(???) to my rantings. take care.
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