[sheesh]
times have been tough.
- whats the point of being a daughter to parents who dont believe me
- whats the point of being a sister to siblings who wouldnt respect me as an elder
- whats the point of being a niece to an aunt who thinks i'm always using her for money
- whats the point of being a niece to an aunt who thinks i'm an ugly creature
- whats the point of being a friend to friends who uses me
- whats the point of missing someone who probably doesnt even miss u
- whats the point of having a crush on someone who i know i'll never have and is dead
i dont know anything anymore. i'm just too tired for anything right now. hopefully things will get better for me.
well i havnt gotten the xena dvd yet. i'm hoping to get it soon since i've collected enough money. anyways,i'm in the process of finding this vcd at home. its called 'a simple wish'. my mom bought it before but i cant seem to find it anywhere at home. drat. i want to watch it. anyways,heres a picture of it.
haha. its a funny show.
anyways,did anyone catch the stories of love show on channel 5 on tuesday? about the spoilt kid and the poor grandfather? so sad sia the story. i actually shed tears. of course it was after some shit happened la. but seriously sia. damn touching. i hate the feeling of being weak. i hate it that i let my brothers step all over me and not being able to do anything about it. i hate the way they treat me as inferior and expect me to always give in to them when they wont do the same for me. i hate that when i say or do something wrong they will get angry and yet when they do the same to me i have to be okay with it. i hate it i hate it i hate it. raaa..! i think i need a hug. bleah. i know i'll never get one. so heck.
ok i guess i'll end here. i'll update when i've got something to say. see ya guys around. to all the muslims out there selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan dan selamat berbuka! take care all.
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