[R.I.P steve irwin]

R.I.P Steve Irwin

well yes i know i'm abit late on this but i was busy. anyways,i think this tragedy needs to be known. yeah i know steve irwin had an irritating way of conveying his message (which is conservation) to people,but his efforts were and still are commendable. to me at least. eventhough his high energy and fast-and-semangat voice is,i admit,annoying to see and hear,i find that he actually was a really great guy. his death left his wife,Terri, and 2 children,Bindy and Bob,at a loss. he will be greatly missed and his work will be remembered by others forever(???). anyways,sadistic as it may seem,i want to see the video they took of him getting stabbed in the chest by the stingray and then pulling it out before dying. i quote that 'He once said "If I'm going to die, at least I want it filmed." But Steve Irwin's manager(stupid guy) says the videotape of the "Crocodile Hunter's" final moments should be destroyed.' it was not what steve would want. steve would have wanted us to see how he died. haha. as if. but damn i bet alot of people would want to see that. they should let us see it!

anyways,today i reluctantly dragged my ass to spgg for bowling training. not to mention the fact that i had to beg my dad for money just to pay off the fee. sheesh. troublesome like fug. now i am practically scraping for money. but it turned out to be okay in the end. the training was good. i managed to achieve a personal record number of strikes. i was over the moon. haha. the game wasnt too good though. still havnt achieved the promised 100 and above score yet. hah. oh and the bowling club tshirt is quite small seh. abit disappointed but i think i looked ok in it. haha.

so after bowling training i decided to try my luck to search for the xena dvd. yeah i know aaggaaiinn *rolls eyes* .hah. who cares. i want it. so i went to heeren's hmv. amazing array of cds,dvds,movies. whoa. everything was there. except xena the warrior princess. -_-". the guy at the counter was a jerk. bleah. then i went to citylink's hmv. no luck either. but the guy at the counter was helpful. guess what i found out? nothing much. *sarcastically* just that seasons 2 to 6 cant be ordered cos they havnt been approved by the film board of censorship. wanna know why? its cos they contain alot of fight scenes so it "my take awhile to be released or may not even be released". imagine my anger at that time. sheesh. and to think that shows like wrestling which also contains gory fight scenes like bloodied faces and tack poking on the bodies of wrestlers are being sold like pancakes everywhere. damn was i furious. so i started thinking. the only way now is to get the dvds through the net(which would be freaking troublesome without a credit card,not to mention money) or get them overseas. i dont know if malaysia sells them. i have doubts. cos malaysia is stupidly similar to singapore(no offence to malaysians)in terms of shit like this. it drives me mad. i'm starting to hate singapore. and its not only because of this. sheesh. if only i can get somebody to help me. a good samaritan of some sort. or even a generous friend. or maybe i could get the dvds as a birthday present or something. ANYTHING!!! i just want those dvds badly. dang it. i feel like crying now. must be those damn hormones. alright i think i better end here. please GOD,please give me a sign. please tell me how i can get those dvds or find me an angel who would get them for me. please i beg of YOU. amin.

oh and its only a day left till the westlife concert. i'm actually looking forward to it. haha.