[ares my love]

does anyone of you recognise this guy? well,if you do good for you. if you dont then i'll tell u. he is kevin smith and he plays Ares The God Of War in the tv series Xena the Warrior Princess. he is also dead due to injuries suffered from a movie shoot. what a freaking waste. he was really hot. in fact he was the first crush i ever had. i fell in love with his character the moment i saw him.

i loved his hair.

i loved his eyes which are intense but vulnerable at the same time.

i loved his beard/goatee.

i loved his awesome chest with just the right amount of hair on it.

i loved his strong arms.

i loved him 'cause of his personality(at least as Ares) and his caring and loving nature towards xena.

well,if anyone who watched the tv series would know why i feel this way. anyways,he died a long time ago when he was 38 years old. i think it was about 4 years ago. yeah 1963-2002. he was a great actor. Kevin Smith was to "Hercules" and "Xena" what James "Spike" Marsters currently is to the "Buffy the Vampire Slayer" TV show -- funny, forceful, an undeniable presence. He brought a real joy for life to the entire Hercules/Xena TV mythology, whether playing Ares as a vengeful menace, a farcical dupe, or a vulnerable lovesick puppy dog. He had it all: the dancing eyes, the rippling muscles, the sexy goatee, the crack comic timing. Plus he could sing like an angel! He won't be forgotten. He will be missed. very missed in fact.

though i know i am freaking late,they say ''better late than never.'' i read of his death in the newspapers at that time but i didnt realise how incredibly stupid i am not to care that much about it. well,4 years later here i am saddened like a freaking emo kid. bleah. i suck,i just suck. a sappy kid who got nothing to do but sulk. sigh.

ok here's the report:

Kevin Smith was climbing a film prop designed like a castle when he fell on to a stone base, causing the head injuries that led to his death.The actor had been drinking but was not intoxicated, his agent said yesterday.Robert Bruce gave details of the New Zealand actor's death in China on behalf of Smith's wife, Suzanne, and family.He said the accident happened on Smith's last day on the set of the movie Warriors of Virtue II, and no one saw it. Smith had arranged to finish filming early so he could return to New Zealand and spend time with his family before heading to the United States. He was to enter a Navy SEALS "boot camp" to prepare for his next role, acting alongside Bruce Willis in Hawaii.Mr Bruce said he understood Smith drank a couple of beers, ate dinner and took a walk around the Central China Television film studios while he waited for a ride to his hotel. The studios are in Shijiazhuang, the capital city of the Hebei Province, 250km southwest of Beijing."He went for a wander around the film set and there was this castle-type film set structure which he climbed and fell," Mr Bruce said. "We don't know why but he was found at the base of that with head injuries. "On film sets there are no bars or anything like that. If you have a couple of beers it's because someone brings in a six-pack at the end of the night."He did not know how much time elapsed before Smith was discovered, semi-conscious. Mr Bruce said Smith's family had visited the film set where he died and had told him the structure was about three storeys high.Smith was taken to a local hospital and then transferred to Beijing in the early hours of February 6.At the Beijing hospital he fell into a coma and did not regain consciousness.After several days, Smith showed signs of recovery, but his body went into shock, said Mr Bruce who had told Friday night's Holmes television show that the injuries were not life-threatening. He learned early on Saturday that Smith had died. Mr Bruce said there were no suspicious circumstances and police were not investigating the accident. An autopsy was not carried out.Asked if climbing a film prop was something Smith would normally do, Mr Bruce said: "This was one which must have taken his fancy as a lookout."I guess if you put yourself in the same position, you've finished filming, you're in the studio, some people have gone home, you're waiting for a lift and wandering around. Some of these sets I've been on are absolute works of art. "So yeah, there'd be a certain amount of interest [in this prop] I'm sure."

anyways,i guess i'l end here. thank u for reading my whinings(???) and my being so emotional,i cant stand it. oh and to anybody who happens to see the dvd or vcd of Xena the Warrior Princess complete series,please either inform me straight away or just buy them for me. thanks alot. good bye. take care. hope u'll have a great week.