[happy birthday lucy!!}

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE WOMAN WHO BROUGHT US XENA THE WARRIOR PRINCESS! picture by aurora from XOC.

[dedication]

somehow i'm feeling emotional lately. i keep wanting to cry. bleah. this sucks. i think its because its that time of the month again. bugger. so anyways,i'm listening to this song my westlife. its called soledad. lovely song. the meaning of the words suddenly hit me. it reminds me so much of kevin smith. yeah i know. lately everything seems to remind me of him. its depressing.

i find this picture totally cute so i took it with my hp when i was watching the dvd. hahaa! god i love him. too bad... its too bad about alot of things.

anyways,i'd just like to dedicate this song(i'm just going to post the lyrics) to kevin smith. i love you. i wished you didnt have to die. you left too soon kev. now i'll nvr see you again. though i hope God listens to my prayer for you. i'll just have to keep telling my self that maybe i'll see you in heaven eventhough i know i wont. god this is just depressing. ok heres the lyrics.

Soledad

Westlife

If only you could see the tears in the world you left behind

If only you could heal my heart just one more time

Even when I close my eyes

There's an image of your face

And once again I come I'll realise

You're a loss I can't replace

Soledad

It's a keeping for the lonely

Since the day that you were gone

Why did you leave me

Soledad

In my heart you were the only

And your memory live on

Why did you leave me

Soledad

Walking down the streets of nothingville

Where our love was young and free

Can't believe just what an empty place

It has come to be

I would give my life away

If it could only be the same

Cause I can't still the voice inside of me

That is calling out your name

Soledad

It's a keeping for the lonely

Since the day that you were gone

Why did you leave me

Soledad

In my heart you were the only

And your memory lives on

Why did you leave me

Soledad

Time will never change the things you told me

After all we're meant to be love will bring us back to you and me

If only you could see

Soledad

It's a keeping for the lonely

Since the day that you were gone

Why did you leave me

Soledad

In my heart you were the only

And your memory live on

Why did you leave me

Soledad

[happy birthday kevin smith]

March 16th. Its kevin smith's birthday today. he would have been 44. its been 5 years since he died. i still can't believe he's actually gone. i can't bare to watch the last episode that he appears on xena. it breaks my heart. i can't imagine how his wife suzanne and 3 sons willard,tyrone and oscar must be feeling. i wish to express my deepest condolenses to them for their lost. i dont care if they probably wont see this. RIP kevin. we all miss and love you still. oh and that picture was taken from kiari.com.i dont know the girl there. but thanks anyways. its a sad day. one more thing. february 16th was the anniversary of his death. *sobs* i cant go on with this. i think i'll end here. take care everyone.

[nicky!]

i find this picture really nice. haha. in fact its the wallpaper of my handphone currently. nice right? haha. nicky is so cute. not to mention extremely handsome. sigh.

ok this is random. well its been a long time since i've updated. it seems i always say the same thing in each entry. haha! oh well.

now i am listening to the song by beach boys. the title is don't worry baby. apparently its sort of the soundtrack of the movie deja vu. haha. its a sweet song. oh and i'm also hooked on the song gerenti beres by KRU. i find norman hot. he sort of reminds me of daliah from primary school. ok shit thats not a good thought. haha.

bleah i am officially bored right now. oh my mom got us into this weight slimming centre. i found out i'm more than 20kg overweight. haha! oh well. fat and happy is better than slim and unhappy. haha! ok lame. just another excuse for me to eat. hahaha. sian. anyways,went for treatment(?) last tuesday. hah. after 2.5 hours i found out i lost 10cm and 1.3kg. haha! funny sia. the freaking hot blanket made me get a headache cos i cant move my arms. haha! lame.

so getting along,i'm currently trying to find a chance to watch season 5 of my xena dvds. i'm willing to bet this is going to be the best season ever! i cant wait to watch it when i get the chance. that is also the reason why i'm pulling all the stops just to watch this season without interruption. hur hur. i'm heading to my aunt's house to watch it. and nobody's going to be there. woohoo! but i'm abit scared ah.... haha! I LOVE ARES aka Kevin Smith!!!! sigh.

i think i'm finally getting over kenneth ong. hah. but theres just that bit inside of me which is always looking out ang hoping to see him. guess that will never happen huh. i saw alot of the primary school mates just now at DTE. i saw asyraff(spelling) and his gf,i was served by shalihin(spelling?) and i forgot who else. saw matthew chan yong da and andy who were from prcs. haha. anyways,i'm sort of looking forward to the lps reunion chalet thing eventhough we have to pay $5. hah. yeah i admit i am a cheapskate. haha. hope to see those old faces again. already i know some great people who can't make it or not going. what a waste. sigh. hopefully its going to be a blast. oh and ugly betty is a great show! i saw the first episode yesterday. the guy who plays daniel meade is hot,cute and handsome! haha! i think he played the technician on resident evil. haha. cant wait to see more of it.

oh well i guess i'll end here for now. i'll update when there are things to be said. till then. good night,take care and have a nice week ahead.