[better in time]

This entry was written on 14th March. I was too tired to post it after writing it down. It has been a really draining week for me. Haven't had enough sleep and appetite's not too good right now.

Yesterday, I wrote an entry. Its aim was to explain things. All the while keeping in mind that it might not get through. I never like ending anything on a bad note even if I hated that person/thing. Especially if I know that I'm the one at fault. The guilt would just eat at me little by little. I wrote that entry because... I don't know what else to do. The night before, I planned what I was going to type.

I thank God for listening to my prayers. For moving you to read my blog. I would also like to thank you for having the urge to come and read my blog again. To want to understand the situation better and not just leave it as it was. At least some things got cleared out between us. And I am thankful for that.

I would like to add that... I hope that you would have the strength to get out of whatever you're in right now. Be strong ok? You'll get through this. We'll get through all these. I know this is abit late la. I always forget to say things. sheesh. Btw, you said you haven't got 12 pages of reply and you're right. Actually, you sent a 17 page sms. HAHAHAHA!

I think today was a better day. I'm still missing you and I'm still on a look-out for a red Toyota Vios Sports G with your plate number when I'm on the road. But I'll be fine. I hope everything gets better soon, for both of us. Take care.

Mariah Carey
Through The Rain

When you get caught in the rain
with no where to run
When you're distraught and in pain
without anyone
When you keep crying out to be saved
But nobody comes and you feel so far away
That you just can't find your way home
You can get there alone
It's okay, what you say is
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
and I make it through the rain
And if you keep falling down
don't you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound,
so keep pressing on steadfastly
And you'll find what you need to prevail
What you say is
And when the rain blows,
as shadows grow close
don't be afraid
There's nothing you can't face
And should they tell you
you'll never pull through
Don't hesitate, stand tall and say
I can make it through the rain
And stand up once again
And I live one more day
And I can make it through the rain
(Yes you can)
You will make it through the rain