[fried pickles]
6 years! 6 years damn it! you don't just forget about someone you kind of have feelings for, for 6 years! the saying goes:
"you never stop loving someone. you just stop needing them like you used to."
and its true! i don't need them like i used to! but this heart! this treacherous heart ah! Gosh. i don't know ah. heart, can you fucking make up your mind? choose one please? and let it be the right one. one where you and dear brain up there can agree on. dear brain already has his decision made. get your act together, heart! you're messing things up. plus this ALWAYS happens when... I swear. I feel so used sometimes. oh did i mention i was at burger king at airport's terminal 2. turned around. saw. heart went up to my throat. felt so nauseous i almost threw up what i just ate. i don't fucking get why its still affecting me like this. seriously.
ps: if you're reading this, don't get offended ah. i'm really just a heck care person and this isn't like what it was back then. i'm not worried so you shouldn't. i hope your friend, who was crying, feels better. it was sad to see.
but whatever. looking at you and i feel at peace. i'm swept off my damn feet and i feel like a loved up fool. nobody can take that away from me. i wish i could look forward to your every call/text as much as that but.. oh well. one day. my friends are rooting for me. i'm so happy. you make me happy. that's all there is too it. it all comes down to my happiness and i'm not throwing that away for nuts. Baby, i just declined a date from my ex crush for you. You better thank me ah! teehee. so umm.. now.. my record for never being on a date still holds. HOLLER! YB we can seriously be friends ah. forever alone people who have never been on a date. pfft whatever. not important.
yesterday me and amira talked for like... i don't know.. 3 hours? on the phone about shit load of stuff. so crazy. we can seriously talk about anything. we can't believe how similar we are. she entertains my insanity and i am beyond thankful to her for that. she's the person i turn to when i'm down in the dumps. crazy part is, she's younger than me. i usually don't get along with people who are younger than me. hahaha. so funny. i love funny people. if you can crack jokes and make me laugh, and laugh at my jokes.. you're in. i'm easy like that. it doesn't matter if somebody i know hates you. as long as i like you, its fine. anyways, we're meeting on wednesday since she said she booked me already. HAHA! this joker. i'm sure there's going to be plenty of laughter and discussions then. can't wait.
the other day i went for 2 sessions of karaoke. i tell you that was like one of the best times of my LIFE! started the day with waiting for dumb fairus to get to pasir ris and have brunch with me at Seoul Garden. we literally spent 3 hours there stuffing ourselves. he's a fun dude. then after being too full and unable to walk properly, we went upstairs. my itchy ass wanted to go karaoke with him to see how good of a singer he is. so we went and i ended up paying for both of us but heck it was worth it. he sings everything in minus 1 so you can literally hear how good or bad your voice is when singing different songs. i surprised my ass when i carried a few notes/songs. such an awesome feeling and when we had to leave i was so bummed. it felt too short! directly after that, i went to meet up with sarah cos she was feeling down and wanted to have ice kacang. went to have dessert and we debated whether we had enough funds to go for karaoke. i was singing to her face non stop. it didn't matter that my voice was already so raspy and sexy. i guess i enticed her enough and we went for karaoke. since i sang english and malay songs in the previous session, i thought this had to be all about kpop. but i was too high from the epicness of english songs ah. so when we entered and ordered our drinks, i proceeded to choose bsb's song ah just to start it off slow. then kpop was chosen and apparently we just mostly sang english songs. i'm an oldies listener so i know songs that she might've known but don't know the title so she learned a thing or two. one of the last few songs we sang was Without You by Air Supply. Gosh the high notes were such awesome things. We screamed our guts out. My heart nearly burst when I reached all those hard notes. I probably sound like shit but in my ears I was so awesome. Maybe I really have more self confidence now. I'm pretty sure its cos of you, you rascal, you. *giggles*
eh did i tell you i've been watching, or rather watched, jersey shore. well it was actually so i can join in the conversation when my other friends are talking about it. i didn't think i was going to like it when i first saw it. but i came to like it. i watched it every night. i think what made me stick was the food being featured. but trust me this show is not even close to a show about food. it can get so stressful at times but just like that it can get smoothed out. my favourite people there HAS to be THE DJPAULYD and JWOWW. Those two are like.. too awesome. Okay jwoww can get a little.. disappointing at times but she gradually gets better and i like that she's always there for her friends. She's awesome. Pauly baby.. This boy. I can't even explain how much i like him. He's funny. He's smooth. He's toned. He is beyond cute. Beyond hot. and really noisy. He's so endearing! Okay sorry i'm ranting but he is all that and more! But when he gets angry.. I'm scared for my life. He'll literally blow up. and then just like that, he's okay. He's a wonder and he is so down to earth. #djpaulydswag that's his tag. Paul "Pauly D" DelVecchio you are awesome.
OMG! I went to my first ever political rally yesterday! Mom and I went to tempah our raya clothes at geylang and then mom wanted to go to the rally at Bedok. Workers' Party if you really wanna know. The whole way there was so jammed it was messed up. Ended up dropping mom off somewhere and she entered the stadium like an excited little girl. My mom.. I don't get her sometimes. So i drove around in the hopes of getting a parking slot to park the car. Drivers were being huge mofos and never gave me a chance. I almost got banged by a damn bus and he didn't even care. Bastard. In the end i got stuck at some dead end of a parking lot. Throwing a bitch fit at the fact that I couldn't see the rally. Spent a good 10 minutes trying to get out from in between a mercedes and a volkwagen. Cursing and swearing all the way. Some nice man helped me out in the end and i managed to get out. Thankfully mom called and i went to pick her up. I WAS TALKING TO HER ON THE PHONE AND GUESS WHAT?! I GOT STOPPED BY A TP ALONG THE FUCKING WAY! JUST MY FUCKING LUCK! psst.. i forgot to on my headlights. k embarrassing. whatever. he let me off thankfully. picked mom up and we decided to go for another round of parking lot hunt. FOUND ONE and we rushed to see the last 10mins of rally. So awesome but freaky hearing people collectively shouting in agreement. the bedok stadium was packed full with people. there were ice cream ahpeks lining the outside of the stadium. bet they're having the best business day ever. people were queuing for ice cream non stop. they even upped the ante by selling the WP flag. I was feeling weird the whole time because I never thought I'd live to see propaganda everywhere and it felt like a revolution was in the making. After that, we were still high. Mom's eyes were so big, I swear she was high. She looked like a fanatic. Anyways, she suggested we go pick dad up. He works at the airport. Terminal 2. Mom wanted to eat burger and fries. Its weird. She never favoured burgers. But whatever. I was famished. I haven't eaten the whole damn day. We were having fun talking and gossiping. After that, we left. Why wasn't Breeks open?! i wanted to eat their waffle fries! its okay. there's always amira.
*chuckles* i came on just to type a paragraph of what happened today but look where it got me. so i can kinda consider this updated news of me. ehh.. come to think of it, its been ages since i went for bowling and even longer since i went for pool. I need to pick those up again instead of watching people bowl while waiting for friends and playing pool games on itouch. i remember i used to be really good at pool. not really with bowling though but i was decent. but they cost a lot. so aiyah nevermind. next time. HELLO AMIRA, IF YOU'RE READING THIS! *waves* welcome to the inside of my convoluted life. i shall be leaving you with a video of one of my favourite scenes from Jersey Shore.
"She's a good girl and you did her dirty, dawg. You better send roses to the house, feel me? ROSES, dawg! With pickles in 'em! FRIED PICKLES! *slams phone down*"
Now that, ladies and gentlemen, is the sweetest thing ever! You won't get it if you didn't watch Jersey Shore. But Nicole aka Snooki, loves pickles. She got to try fried pickles in Jersey and she likes them too. Her boyfriend was being a jerk, and she didn't want to pick up his calls. So Pauly did a few times and did a few pranks on him as well. He is such a sweetheart, I swear.
BOTTOMLINE IS!!! I love Pauly D. Not as much as I'm nuts about YOU. But Pauly D is love. FEEL ME?! HAHAHAHAHA!
"you never stop loving someone. you just stop needing them like you used to."
and its true! i don't need them like i used to! but this heart! this treacherous heart ah! Gosh. i don't know ah. heart, can you fucking make up your mind? choose one please? and let it be the right one. one where you and dear brain up there can agree on. dear brain already has his decision made. get your act together, heart! you're messing things up. plus this ALWAYS happens when... I swear. I feel so used sometimes. oh did i mention i was at burger king at airport's terminal 2. turned around. saw. heart went up to my throat. felt so nauseous i almost threw up what i just ate. i don't fucking get why its still affecting me like this. seriously.
ps: if you're reading this, don't get offended ah. i'm really just a heck care person and this isn't like what it was back then. i'm not worried so you shouldn't. i hope your friend, who was crying, feels better. it was sad to see.
but whatever. looking at you and i feel at peace. i'm swept off my damn feet and i feel like a loved up fool. nobody can take that away from me. i wish i could look forward to your every call/text as much as that but.. oh well. one day. my friends are rooting for me. i'm so happy. you make me happy. that's all there is too it. it all comes down to my happiness and i'm not throwing that away for nuts. Baby, i just declined a date from my ex crush for you. You better thank me ah! teehee. so umm.. now.. my record for never being on a date still holds. HOLLER! YB we can seriously be friends ah. forever alone people who have never been on a date. pfft whatever. not important.
yesterday me and amira talked for like... i don't know.. 3 hours? on the phone about shit load of stuff. so crazy. we can seriously talk about anything. we can't believe how similar we are. she entertains my insanity and i am beyond thankful to her for that. she's the person i turn to when i'm down in the dumps. crazy part is, she's younger than me. i usually don't get along with people who are younger than me. hahaha. so funny. i love funny people. if you can crack jokes and make me laugh, and laugh at my jokes.. you're in. i'm easy like that. it doesn't matter if somebody i know hates you. as long as i like you, its fine. anyways, we're meeting on wednesday since she said she booked me already. HAHA! this joker. i'm sure there's going to be plenty of laughter and discussions then. can't wait.
the other day i went for 2 sessions of karaoke. i tell you that was like one of the best times of my LIFE! started the day with waiting for dumb fairus to get to pasir ris and have brunch with me at Seoul Garden. we literally spent 3 hours there stuffing ourselves. he's a fun dude. then after being too full and unable to walk properly, we went upstairs. my itchy ass wanted to go karaoke with him to see how good of a singer he is. so we went and i ended up paying for both of us but heck it was worth it. he sings everything in minus 1 so you can literally hear how good or bad your voice is when singing different songs. i surprised my ass when i carried a few notes/songs. such an awesome feeling and when we had to leave i was so bummed. it felt too short! directly after that, i went to meet up with sarah cos she was feeling down and wanted to have ice kacang. went to have dessert and we debated whether we had enough funds to go for karaoke. i was singing to her face non stop. it didn't matter that my voice was already so raspy and sexy. i guess i enticed her enough and we went for karaoke. since i sang english and malay songs in the previous session, i thought this had to be all about kpop. but i was too high from the epicness of english songs ah. so when we entered and ordered our drinks, i proceeded to choose bsb's song ah just to start it off slow. then kpop was chosen and apparently we just mostly sang english songs. i'm an oldies listener so i know songs that she might've known but don't know the title so she learned a thing or two. one of the last few songs we sang was Without You by Air Supply. Gosh the high notes were such awesome things. We screamed our guts out. My heart nearly burst when I reached all those hard notes. I probably sound like shit but in my ears I was so awesome. Maybe I really have more self confidence now. I'm pretty sure its cos of you, you rascal, you. *giggles*
eh did i tell you i've been watching, or rather watched, jersey shore. well it was actually so i can join in the conversation when my other friends are talking about it. i didn't think i was going to like it when i first saw it. but i came to like it. i watched it every night. i think what made me stick was the food being featured. but trust me this show is not even close to a show about food. it can get so stressful at times but just like that it can get smoothed out. my favourite people there HAS to be THE DJPAULYD and JWOWW. Those two are like.. too awesome. Okay jwoww can get a little.. disappointing at times but she gradually gets better and i like that she's always there for her friends. She's awesome. Pauly baby.. This boy. I can't even explain how much i like him. He's funny. He's smooth. He's toned. He is beyond cute. Beyond hot. and really noisy. He's so endearing! Okay sorry i'm ranting but he is all that and more! But when he gets angry.. I'm scared for my life. He'll literally blow up. and then just like that, he's okay. He's a wonder and he is so down to earth. #djpaulydswag that's his tag. Paul "Pauly D" DelVecchio you are awesome.
OMG! I went to my first ever political rally yesterday! Mom and I went to tempah our raya clothes at geylang and then mom wanted to go to the rally at Bedok. Workers' Party if you really wanna know. The whole way there was so jammed it was messed up. Ended up dropping mom off somewhere and she entered the stadium like an excited little girl. My mom.. I don't get her sometimes. So i drove around in the hopes of getting a parking slot to park the car. Drivers were being huge mofos and never gave me a chance. I almost got banged by a damn bus and he didn't even care. Bastard. In the end i got stuck at some dead end of a parking lot. Throwing a bitch fit at the fact that I couldn't see the rally. Spent a good 10 minutes trying to get out from in between a mercedes and a volkwagen. Cursing and swearing all the way. Some nice man helped me out in the end and i managed to get out. Thankfully mom called and i went to pick her up. I WAS TALKING TO HER ON THE PHONE AND GUESS WHAT?! I GOT STOPPED BY A TP ALONG THE FUCKING WAY! JUST MY FUCKING LUCK! psst.. i forgot to on my headlights. k embarrassing. whatever. he let me off thankfully. picked mom up and we decided to go for another round of parking lot hunt. FOUND ONE and we rushed to see the last 10mins of rally. So awesome but freaky hearing people collectively shouting in agreement. the bedok stadium was packed full with people. there were ice cream ahpeks lining the outside of the stadium. bet they're having the best business day ever. people were queuing for ice cream non stop. they even upped the ante by selling the WP flag. I was feeling weird the whole time because I never thought I'd live to see propaganda everywhere and it felt like a revolution was in the making. After that, we were still high. Mom's eyes were so big, I swear she was high. She looked like a fanatic. Anyways, she suggested we go pick dad up. He works at the airport. Terminal 2. Mom wanted to eat burger and fries. Its weird. She never favoured burgers. But whatever. I was famished. I haven't eaten the whole damn day. We were having fun talking and gossiping. After that, we left. Why wasn't Breeks open?! i wanted to eat their waffle fries! its okay. there's always amira.
*chuckles* i came on just to type a paragraph of what happened today but look where it got me. so i can kinda consider this updated news of me. ehh.. come to think of it, its been ages since i went for bowling and even longer since i went for pool. I need to pick those up again instead of watching people bowl while waiting for friends and playing pool games on itouch. i remember i used to be really good at pool. not really with bowling though but i was decent. but they cost a lot. so aiyah nevermind. next time. HELLO AMIRA, IF YOU'RE READING THIS! *waves* welcome to the inside of my convoluted life. i shall be leaving you with a video of one of my favourite scenes from Jersey Shore.
"She's a good girl and you did her dirty, dawg. You better send roses to the house, feel me? ROSES, dawg! With pickles in 'em! FRIED PICKLES! *slams phone down*"
Now that, ladies and gentlemen, is the sweetest thing ever! You won't get it if you didn't watch Jersey Shore. But Nicole aka Snooki, loves pickles. She got to try fried pickles in Jersey and she likes them too. Her boyfriend was being a jerk, and she didn't want to pick up his calls. So Pauly did a few times and did a few pranks on him as well. He is such a sweetheart, I swear.
BOTTOMLINE IS!!! I love Pauly D. Not as much as I'm nuts about YOU. But Pauly D is love. FEEL ME?! HAHAHAHAHA!
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