[holy shit]

LOOK AT THIS!!! LOOK AT THIS AND TELL ME HE'S NOT TRYING TO KILL ME!!! I'M TALKING ABOUT THE GUY IN THE BLUE SUIT AT THE BACK!

omg afsdajknflsdfngifdngdfng! i screamed WHAT THE FUCK!, in my head of course. Its 5.07am here. Would've been murder if I had screamed out loud. shit i'm a sucker for guys in pastel coloured clothes. this is fucking eye sex for me. from here he looks perfect of course but there's still 2 more things to check for. his shoes and whether his pants drop nicely on top of his shoes. i'm a stickler for this so please bare with me. if the pants are too short or his shoes are the eccentric kind or, God forbid, both, then i can conclude this look as a total failure even though he looks perfect from here. i don't care. i'm really critical when it comes to people i like. GD better be looking out for TOP because i'll only be looking at TOP no matter what mv it is. GD well.. he can pull off any look and he never fails me with his choice of shoes, which is one of my pet peeves, so I'm fine with whatever GD wears or will wear, in both mvs. from what i gather, this picture is from the set of 집에 가지 마. its quite an upbeat song so the video must be a little fast paced right?

anyways, GD is going to be the lead in 집에 가지 마 mv while TOP will be the lead for Baby Goodnight. between both songs, personally, i prefer 집에 가지 마. ohhhh.. i forgot Baby Goodnight has the girl speaking in French at the end. but i still prefer 집에 가지 마. Baby Goodnight is.. dare I say it.. *looks around suspiciously* annoying. OMG THERE I SAID IT! DON'T KILL ME! I'M A HUGE VIP AND GTOP FAN TOO! whatever. what's the point of justifying myself. aren't people allowed to express opinions nowadays? pfft.

what i wanna know is who are those 2 kids sitting in the background? i can't wait for this mv. i like mvs with a story behind them. those are usually interesting but most of them ends with the girl dying. i read that these will be about love proposals and as much as i loathe seeing TOP court anyone, i'm kinda looking forward to them. especially GD since he's S.M.O.O.T.H.E! GD is THE smooth criminal. a shy but kinky one at that. gosh when he has stubbles, he looks so fucking hot. i love guys with facial hair and i erks me that TOP doesn't have any (i think i saw hints of some on his old pictures but he looks so freaky omg want to die) and/or doesn't look good with them. but GD looks... holy mother of hell. i think my entry seems to be all over the place. lol. TOP.. hmm.. curious about what he'd do about the whole proposal thing because let's face it.. even though he's the more experienced actor compared to GD, he's too stiff to do love scenes. not saying that i have no faith in his acting abilities but from whatever i've seen that he's done, there isn't really any progress in his choice of character. i mean there's no pushing of boundaries. he's always taking on characters who are void of any emotions. the only time i saw some were from 19 but the plot kinda sucks and he was with his fellow member and label mate. which, to me, doesn't actually count. so i'm hoping he'll push the envelope within this 3:32 of music video, if only to prove me wrong.




CRAP ARE THOSE HIS BALLS IN THE LAST PICTURE?! FUCKING HELL KILL ME ALREADY LA! THIS BOY IS SHOWING TOO MUCH NOWADAYS! he looks so perfect.. *pouts and fiddles with fingers*

oh and i just saw the video where BB invites the fans to come to their Big Show 2011 concert. pfft yeah easy for them to just invite everyone. They don't know how people fight tooth and nail to get tickets. and some would even fly in from wherever they are in this earth. idols are apparently oblivious to these kinds of things. anyways, GD's sweater/pullover looks so comfortable! I want it. LOL! SeungRi looks good as usual with a black coat over a black tshirt and jeans, which always works. Daesung, baby, I love you but I really don't like turtlenecks and that coat looks like the one you wore during Koe Wo Kikasete. I guess it must've been really cold. You looks alright though. Not my kind of look but you look good. YB is YB. I've got nothing new to say about his choice of clothes. Safe, I guess that's the only word to describe it. very YB. it suits him of course. now the best is always saved for last! TOP! omg he looks so dashing! with his white/blonde/bleached whatever you wanna call it coloured hair contrasting with his all black shirt and coat and black pants. Love it! because it looks normal and very manly and omg so perfect la. i miss those times when he'd dress normally. actually i was worried sick when he got all serious after filming into the fire and his mannerisms were reflecting someone beyond his years. now that he's hair is drastically bleached and his in full party mode, i find myself missing his slick side parting hair and specs. sigh this boy is going from one end of the spectrum to another. i guess i should be happy now that he's back to being his former self. just with a butt load of fans and possibly a drinking problem.

its late. its almost 6am and i have to go pray and wake ali up for school. i'll end today with lyrics from a song that i discovered recently. or rather rediscovered. it accurately reflects what i'm facing/feeling right now. please enjoy.

Lionel Richie
Hello

I've been alone with you inside my mind
And in my dreams I've kissed your lips a thousand times
I sometimes see you pass outside my door
Hello, is it me you're looking for?

I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
You're all I've ever wanted, (and) my arms are open wide
'Cause you know just what to say
And you know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much, I love you ...

I long to see the sunlight in your hair
And tell you time and time again how much I care
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow
Hello, I've just got to let you know

'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying, I love you ...

Hello, is it me you're looking for?
'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying ... I love you