[monumental]
boo i told mum i wanted to sleep early because i've been having a headache the whole day and i feel weak as hell. but the need to type the happenings of today down was too great and i dragged myself to on my laptop. in the end, mum caught me and she scolded and insulted me la. so yeah. i'd best type this fast and go to bed like i intended.
[news update: BITCH LANCE MENTIONED ME IN THE REPLY HE MADE TO YOU ON FB! FML!]
anyways, today i came in a little late. my head has been aching from the get go. Thank God for not being able to fast. Things would've probably turned out worst. So i arrived at work on time, as usual. Bumped into Fanny and she dragged me to the toilet to accompany her change. After that, went to tracer, signed in and I felt like shitting. Exited through the front cos I intended to go to the toilet which was the 3rd level public toilet. Damn Hendra had to see me and from the way he was staring I guess he was trying to figure out whether I went out to kiosk or not. To save him from his misery, I as usual volunteered myself to do kiosk. It turned out to be the worst decision ever cos I ended up getting half blind and getting the worst headache I have ever had in my entire life. I was beyond glad when 1230 came and it was break time.
After lunch, did a bit of tracing, you tried to tease me and I flailed over the tickets. lol. After like 30 minutes worth, I was called to cover Bernice as runner. Since I enjoy running and tracing was a little slow, I cheerfully did it. Halfway doing that, you came out, saw me and asked me what i was doing outside. I told you i was covering bernice and you went inside. A few minutes later, you came out, called me and asked me to teach Fanny how to do runner. Okay her name is Farny but I call her Fanny. You were all "shikin, can you teach, what's her name, do runner? teach her for 15 minutes then you come in." and i was all "why?" to which you replied "why not?". Fanny was all panicky. It was painful to see. But she got the hang of it slowly. You were constantly keeping an eye on me or her, whatever during the tutoring process. I was acting like a boss and you were smirking at me. LOL.
After like 20minutes and I'm back from the toilet, went back to the tracer room. Did some tracing and then you said "shikin, favour boleh? do this for me. I'm really very tired ah. filing. Everything has been arranged." I said okay, of course. Finished filing, continued tracing. At this point i already forgot what happened. HAHA! Around 3 plus almost 4 Hendra came in with papers and stacks of mylists. He was trying to figure out something. Then suddenly he turned around and said "shikin, can i trouble you with something?" I said ok. So apparently I had to fold mylists, cut them and paste them on the calendar like papers. NICE. Hendra got a chair especially for me and told everyone "don't disturb shikin ah." Cue you and azri "SHIKIN! SHIKIN!" so cute! Then there were teasing like "you're silly. seriously, what you're doing is silly." and such. Hendra tried to protect me by saying things like I come earlier than any of them or some shit. I forgot. I was concentrating too much on not fucking up Hendra's papers. -.- so my first few tries were sucky. Hendra was probably regretting even asking me to do it. Then you asked "what are you doing ah?" and came nearer to look. I said "don't look! you're making me lose concentration!" which obviously was a signal for you to come nearer. My attempts to paste the mylist to the paper failed miserably, then. She was all "you have shaky fingers..", laughed at me and went off to do something else. I got in the rhythm of it and did better gradually. You and azri were talking about Redza and his shitty behaviour. Then I said "tomorrow i do runner ah." to which you asked "why?" I said "if redza is going to be inside tracer, i'm doing runner or kiosk." Which escalated to a QnA session between the 3 of us. You were obviously delighted that someone else doesn't like Redza. You kept mentioning some stupid charity elephant. omg i didn't get that sia seriously. So I kinda told my tale ah. It was weird talking to you and it probably sounded petty but I didn't like that Redza did that to us. I was more comfortable talking to azri and the words came out more freely when i was only talking to him. You ended up saying asking me "so tomorrow you're doing kiosk?" i asked back "why?" and you just said "just do inside la." gosh your face at that moment. so pleading, i had to look away. it was almost as though you wanted me to be in the tracer room with you. I didn't think much of it, then. I guess when I said I wanted to not care, I really won't. I asked you "are you sure Redza won't be inside? can you confirm it?" to which you just sniggered. Hendra came over and and said "wow that's quite fast" referring to my handy work.
Suddenly, You came over with an extra pair of scissors and asked me how to do it. You watched me do it and proceeded to fold and cut the mylists. Then sarinah came in and asked for attachment. You volunteered but you still continued folding and cutting. I said "eh boss I thought you had to do an attachment or something?" to which you screeched in my ear "wait la! i do this first cannot isit!? i do very fast one! 5 minutes only! don't want my help ah!?" and threw the scissors on the table, jokingly i suppose. I didn't even flinch. I only said "okay. okay." and you said something about cutting my hair. -.- lame man, lame.
[INSIDER INFO: You're going for a walk with Sarah. Its 10.10pm. *excitement gone*]
You grabbed back the scissors and continued cutting. You commented "you can do 2 at a time, why are you doing one by one?" then, As a sign of defiance you threw the paper down and went to do the attachment. [author's note: pssst i know la you didn't want to be far away from me. HAHA!] I managed to finish everything without fucking up too much. After finishing those, Thiviya came in and said "SHIKINNN~!" to which i made a face. I forgot what but you laughed and said "your face ah!" which only meant one thing. you were staring/looking at me the whole time. HAHA! GOT YOU! anyways, I did a bit more tracing and then Hendra asked me to go open mail with Sathiya. We were in the middle of sorting the mail when suddenly I heard you say "shikin! tomorrow tracer only me and azri." being the bitch that I am I said "okay. why are you telling me this?" you only said "i'm just telling you la. incase you're scared or what." I said "i'm not scareddd." the whole time I only looked up to acknowledge you like once for 2 seconds. You looked kinda shy. Like you weren't even sure why you were there but you were. The whole time I was like "did you just seriously come all the way to the mailing site just to tell me that?!" I was momentarily stunned lor. But I shook it off. I only smiled like a bitch all the way home, recalling whatever happened today. I just told Lance that I'm surprised you and Fanny aren't fast friends. His answer was "boss is untouchable. boss only chooses who boss wants to be friends with". I want to agree with this because I saw the way you were when she first came in. You were sick and sitting at one corner sorting passports. Its either you like her and that's why you did that or you didn't like her OR you were just too sick. But till now I haven't seen you talking to her like azri talks to her. Maybe you do take time to warm up to people and you don't even know how much I'm grateful for that.
i guess that's all that happened today. shak and bob came over so they probably went off together. it was lance's last day and it was depressing plus the whole headache thing. Gosh.
"I don't want anyone else to realize how amazing you are."
"You're perfect in every way except for one. I could fall in love with you but doing so would be torture for I could never have that final piece."
"I am jealous. I admit. But who wouldn't be, when they see the person they love hanging out with everyone but them."
"I'm sorry. Sometimes I get jealous thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could."
[news update: BITCH LANCE MENTIONED ME IN THE REPLY HE MADE TO YOU ON FB! FML!]
anyways, today i came in a little late. my head has been aching from the get go. Thank God for not being able to fast. Things would've probably turned out worst. So i arrived at work on time, as usual. Bumped into Fanny and she dragged me to the toilet to accompany her change. After that, went to tracer, signed in and I felt like shitting. Exited through the front cos I intended to go to the toilet which was the 3rd level public toilet. Damn Hendra had to see me and from the way he was staring I guess he was trying to figure out whether I went out to kiosk or not. To save him from his misery, I as usual volunteered myself to do kiosk. It turned out to be the worst decision ever cos I ended up getting half blind and getting the worst headache I have ever had in my entire life. I was beyond glad when 1230 came and it was break time.
After lunch, did a bit of tracing, you tried to tease me and I flailed over the tickets. lol. After like 30 minutes worth, I was called to cover Bernice as runner. Since I enjoy running and tracing was a little slow, I cheerfully did it. Halfway doing that, you came out, saw me and asked me what i was doing outside. I told you i was covering bernice and you went inside. A few minutes later, you came out, called me and asked me to teach Fanny how to do runner. Okay her name is Farny but I call her Fanny. You were all "shikin, can you teach, what's her name, do runner? teach her for 15 minutes then you come in." and i was all "why?" to which you replied "why not?". Fanny was all panicky. It was painful to see. But she got the hang of it slowly. You were constantly keeping an eye on me or her, whatever during the tutoring process. I was acting like a boss and you were smirking at me. LOL.
After like 20minutes and I'm back from the toilet, went back to the tracer room. Did some tracing and then you said "shikin, favour boleh? do this for me. I'm really very tired ah. filing. Everything has been arranged." I said okay, of course. Finished filing, continued tracing. At this point i already forgot what happened. HAHA! Around 3 plus almost 4 Hendra came in with papers and stacks of mylists. He was trying to figure out something. Then suddenly he turned around and said "shikin, can i trouble you with something?" I said ok. So apparently I had to fold mylists, cut them and paste them on the calendar like papers. NICE. Hendra got a chair especially for me and told everyone "don't disturb shikin ah." Cue you and azri "SHIKIN! SHIKIN!" so cute! Then there were teasing like "you're silly. seriously, what you're doing is silly." and such. Hendra tried to protect me by saying things like I come earlier than any of them or some shit. I forgot. I was concentrating too much on not fucking up Hendra's papers. -.- so my first few tries were sucky. Hendra was probably regretting even asking me to do it. Then you asked "what are you doing ah?" and came nearer to look. I said "don't look! you're making me lose concentration!" which obviously was a signal for you to come nearer. My attempts to paste the mylist to the paper failed miserably, then. She was all "you have shaky fingers..", laughed at me and went off to do something else. I got in the rhythm of it and did better gradually. You and azri were talking about Redza and his shitty behaviour. Then I said "tomorrow i do runner ah." to which you asked "why?" I said "if redza is going to be inside tracer, i'm doing runner or kiosk." Which escalated to a QnA session between the 3 of us. You were obviously delighted that someone else doesn't like Redza. You kept mentioning some stupid charity elephant. omg i didn't get that sia seriously. So I kinda told my tale ah. It was weird talking to you and it probably sounded petty but I didn't like that Redza did that to us. I was more comfortable talking to azri and the words came out more freely when i was only talking to him. You ended up saying asking me "so tomorrow you're doing kiosk?" i asked back "why?" and you just said "just do inside la." gosh your face at that moment. so pleading, i had to look away. it was almost as though you wanted me to be in the tracer room with you. I didn't think much of it, then. I guess when I said I wanted to not care, I really won't. I asked you "are you sure Redza won't be inside? can you confirm it?" to which you just sniggered. Hendra came over and and said "wow that's quite fast" referring to my handy work.
Suddenly, You came over with an extra pair of scissors and asked me how to do it. You watched me do it and proceeded to fold and cut the mylists. Then sarinah came in and asked for attachment. You volunteered but you still continued folding and cutting. I said "eh boss I thought you had to do an attachment or something?" to which you screeched in my ear "wait la! i do this first cannot isit!? i do very fast one! 5 minutes only! don't want my help ah!?" and threw the scissors on the table, jokingly i suppose. I didn't even flinch. I only said "okay. okay." and you said something about cutting my hair. -.- lame man, lame.
[INSIDER INFO: You're going for a walk with Sarah. Its 10.10pm. *excitement gone*]
You grabbed back the scissors and continued cutting. You commented "you can do 2 at a time, why are you doing one by one?" then, As a sign of defiance you threw the paper down and went to do the attachment. [author's note: pssst i know la you didn't want to be far away from me. HAHA!] I managed to finish everything without fucking up too much. After finishing those, Thiviya came in and said "SHIKINNN~!" to which i made a face. I forgot what but you laughed and said "your face ah!" which only meant one thing. you were staring/looking at me the whole time. HAHA! GOT YOU! anyways, I did a bit more tracing and then Hendra asked me to go open mail with Sathiya. We were in the middle of sorting the mail when suddenly I heard you say "shikin! tomorrow tracer only me and azri." being the bitch that I am I said "okay. why are you telling me this?" you only said "i'm just telling you la. incase you're scared or what." I said "i'm not scareddd." the whole time I only looked up to acknowledge you like once for 2 seconds. You looked kinda shy. Like you weren't even sure why you were there but you were. The whole time I was like "did you just seriously come all the way to the mailing site just to tell me that?!" I was momentarily stunned lor. But I shook it off. I only smiled like a bitch all the way home, recalling whatever happened today. I just told Lance that I'm surprised you and Fanny aren't fast friends. His answer was "boss is untouchable. boss only chooses who boss wants to be friends with". I want to agree with this because I saw the way you were when she first came in. You were sick and sitting at one corner sorting passports. Its either you like her and that's why you did that or you didn't like her OR you were just too sick. But till now I haven't seen you talking to her like azri talks to her. Maybe you do take time to warm up to people and you don't even know how much I'm grateful for that.
i guess that's all that happened today. shak and bob came over so they probably went off together. it was lance's last day and it was depressing plus the whole headache thing. Gosh.
"I don't want anyone else to realize how amazing you are."
"You're perfect in every way except for one. I could fall in love with you but doing so would be torture for I could never have that final piece."
"I am jealous. I admit. But who wouldn't be, when they see the person they love hanging out with everyone but them."
"I'm sorry. Sometimes I get jealous thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could."
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